When my kids were small, I often used TV time as a way to catch some z's (Yes, it was D minus parenting, at best, but a girl had to get some sleep somehow, yeah?) Those few moments when I could close my eyes and quietly recharge my batteries were bliss and thanks to PBS Kids programming, I was able to do it with the possibly-misguided sense that even for this one half-hour, my kids were learning without my having to actively engage them with educational toys on our un-vacuumed carpet. Success!
One day, as I was drifting in and out of sleep, I heard the following exchange on a show my son was watching called BIG TRUCKS (the caps are NOT mine. Those last ones were but the one's from the title were not, so....oh, you know what I mean!):
Truck #1: I’m so big. While these men are up in my basket, two firefighters are working on me down below.
Truck #2: Wow! Lucky!
Unbelievable. And to think, if I had been asleep, I'd have missed that entirely. From that day forward, I made a vow to myself that I would always look for something ordinary to elevate my day. Some days it's the way the breeze blows life into a shirt on a clothesline. Or the feeling you get when you know your workout is over. Neil Pasricha touched on it in his great book, The Book Of Awesome, and it's a torch that everybody would do well to pick up. Searching out joy in the every day is a gift that has lent unprecedented pleasure to my life. And I have a dirty-talking truck to thank for it. Thank you, Universe!
Here are just a few things in which I've found joy over the past week.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Joy School
Monday, January 23, 2012
Old Journal Love
Last week, while nursing a wine hangover on a Sunday, I made the terrible choice to watch back -to- back episodes of Hoarders. Don't judge. Train-wreck television has it's advantages. One of which is the overwhelming desire to go down into your basement and immediately discard several boxes worth of paper that you are holding onto for no reason whatsoever. Very cleansing.
While I was wading through the morass, I stumbled upon several old journals that I kept while in university. It was a wince-fest, interweb. A rabbit hole of angst. They were so full of melancholy and over-wrought emotion that, at one point, I wondered why I hadn't burned them in a cleansing fire. But then I got to this entry and then I realized why I had held onto them all of these years. Never mind that I made the shocking realization that all I have ever done is make lists (!) but every once in a while I would write something so pointless that it brought me to tears.
So, for your reading enjoyment, I have chosen a plumb entry for you to howl at. I haven't posted a date because I want you to believe that this was waaaaaay in my past. Also: Don't feel bad for thinking less of me here. It really is a living, breathing Adele song well before it's time, y'all.
God I need a boyfriend! How long can I go on like this!! Do want reasons, journal? I'll give you a few:
- I have some tough jars that need opening. I'm doing THAT by myself.
- I need someone to make laugh when I've smoked a joint. I'm watching Roseanne instead.
- I don't understand why listening to Lionel Ritchie "Hello" is annoying to my neighbour. I boy might have pointed that out sooner.
- I want to tell someone about watching a dog eating concrete when I was thirteen but none of my girlfriends seemed to be interested. Maybe a boy would?
- Hearing "I can't even imaging the TYPE of guy you're going to end up with....." is compromising some of my more fragile female relationships. Some of my male one's, too, come to think of it.
- I went out with a guy who makes sculptures out of stale bread. For more than a week.
- I spent a half-hour listening to a physicist friend of a friend explain the term "gravitational pull" to me - a term I understood! - just so that I could stare at at this cute beauty mark he had just under his eye.
Too much. By the way, I married the guy described in the last entry. It was between him and the bread sculptor. I think I made the right choice.
Thanks journal!
Thursday, January 12, 2012
I'm Hungry.
- Popcorn
- Nerds
- Pop Rocks
- Cheerios
- Cheetos
- Most dry cereals, actually
- Pirate booty
- Pixie sticks
- Fun Dip
- Hershey' Kisses
- Raisinettes
- Smarties
- Cotton Candy
- M & M's
- Sprinkles
- Pretzels
- Chocolate shavings
- Pringles
- Peanuts
- Ice cream
- Sour Patch Kids
- Sunflower seeds
- The crumbs at the bottom of the chip bag